星期四, 十二月 31, 2009

十年

前天看到克魯格曼回顧過去十年的文章 the big zero, 才意識到這不是一般的新年来到,而是一個時代過去了。從不年終總結的我於是開始回顧:

十年前第一次上網,現在是網蟲。

十年前理科生,現在文科生。

十年前不關心政治,現在是分不清左右的政治憤青。

十年前臨沂,現在香港。

十年前文藝青年事業剛剛起步,現在逐漸沒時間留給各種文藝。

十年前整天看《電腦報》學習DIY組裝知識,現在是GOOGLE飯。

十年前整天打傷痕累累的野球,現在是坐在電腦前很少運動的宅男。

十年前第一次買了本《讀書》驚歎於世間竟有指點江山講的頭頭是道的學術這麼一回事兒,現在正努力搞出一篇論文。

十年前喜歡西方現代文學,現在整天看中國古代文學。

十年前頭髮太厚,現在頭髮變少。

十年前家裡在賣乾洗機,現在家裡在開乾洗店。

十年前討厭鳥語,現在學習粵語。

十年前處男,現在非處男。

十年前註冊了OICQ號,現在基本不用QQ。

十年前偶然買了盤《走失的主人》,現在在聽《大事》。

十年前沒坐過飛機,現在坐了一次挺激動。

十年前無信仰,現在無信仰。

十年前準備高考,現在準備GRE。

十年前十五,現在二十五。

十年前看《星河戰隊》,現在看《阿凡達》。

十年前江澤民,現在胡錦濤。

十年前社會主義初級階段 ,現在社會主義初級階段。

十年前世界迎接新千年第一縷曙光,現在世界開了一場不歡而散的大會。

十年前祖國還不牛逼,現在祖國牛氣逼人。

    我不知道過去的十年是不是一個big zero,但十年是一個定型期,我成長為一名文藝學術雙棲裝逼犯,祖國成長為一頭草泥馬。名頭並不重要,這些都只是表面現象。我知道我要尋找什麼,祖國也知道要堅守什麼,我們都本性難移。

    今晚二十一世紀零零年代就過去了,再過兩天我的二十五歲也過去正式升級奔騰三,生年不滿百,四分之一這道線還是很重要的。展望下一個十年,我希望我能朝聞道夕不死,祖國能十年一覺揚州夢快點醒來。

祝所有的朋友新年快樂!都能實現自己想要的改變!

對了,還有,小奧加油快點公佈外星人存在,CHANGE! 趕緊地!

星期五, 十二月 25, 2009

推薦一張壁紙

1280x800

看上去很美。

可以去這兒下載各種尺寸的。

PS:十一年,你那么輕佻地說出了出來,可它到底有多長?

星期三, 十二月 23, 2009

夜行三载

崇禛末,张献忠屠戮楚中,


麻城人为贼所杀,走川中,


不自知其死也,急欲东归,


每至途中,辙为风吹转,


夜行三载,终不得归,


于是闻风声,即伏地握草木根,


乃不复回……


——无名氏《客窗涉笔》,《虞初新志》


 


你确定你还活着?

星期日, 十二月 20, 2009

哥本哈根最后时刻发生了什么?

昨天下午一直在twitter上追最新的会议进展。真是一场有意思的大会啊,首先这么多国家坐在一起讨论全人类整个地球的事儿以前基本就没有过,我想以后这样划时代意义的大会还会有很多(比如一起讨论原子弹、外星人什么的?)。而这次大会的重要性,和大会真实过程中的混乱、扯皮形成了鲜明对比,戏剧张力就这样成了。

谈了两个星期都没着急到最后一天的时候还没有方案大家才急了,临时抱佛脚要延期,开了一个通宵的会,让全世界的领导人像大学生夜猫子一样熬夜,潘基文说自己48小时只睡了2个小时的觉。凌晨三点钟还在焦头烂额熬夜讨论的领导人们突然收到美国、中国、印度等排放大佬的已经订好的协议草案。人家温家宝、奥巴马抛出来这个草案之后鞭马扬尘而去回家睡觉,留下他们讨论要么接受要么不接受。委内瑞拉一女代表一听到这个草案直接怒了用手拍桌子拍出血来,玻利维亚代表说好么谈了两个星期最后他们抛给我们一个草案让我们六十分钟之内决定接受还是不接受?让我们六十分钟之内决定国家人民的命运?苏丹人直接把发达国家的行为比喻成大屠杀(holocaust),加拿大人一听马上不服了说孙子你怎么说话呢;岛国马尔代夫总统虽然很不满意这个草案但是还是只能说有草案总比没草案强,劝其他人别反对还是接受吧,说自己的国家就快沉没了最后连下跪哀求的语气都用上了;联合国眼主持大会的主席一看这么多人反对就说看这意思形不成共识咱们就不通过草案回家洗洗睡了?有人一会儿还得赶早8点的飞机呢。突然他又说不对啊这种大会上的文件要不要形成共识才通过的啊?我是新手没经验诶……然后他好像一下子明白了,最后宣判说“我决定这次大会我们不能形成……”眼看大会就要破裂了英国人急了,赶紧打断说别别别!刀下留人!刀下留人!虽然这个草案是不好咱们还是通过了好有点成果吧要不怎么回家见江东父老啊?最后大会主席说那好吧,我们决定大家take note这个草案。也就等于说,好吧,我们最后达成的共识是:大家都知道有草案这么回事……就跟清朝皇帝在奏折上写的三个字一样:知道liao。

take note到底是什么意思?这么个大会连新浪都晕了,五点多的时候首页新闻标题是“哥本哈根会议最终未达成协议”,六点多的时候“未”字没了变成了“最终达成协议“但点开后的内容还是未能达成协议……

乱曰:群英荟萃,萝卜开会。

外星人在太空轨道上的飞船里看到这些直播估计都笑喷了。

人类一开会,他们就发笑。看来咱们建立地球联合政府这事儿要赶紧提上日程了。

门里:

reuters_20091216-173604-450x320

DENMARK CLIMATE SUMMIT

44

门外:

Danish riot police push back protestors, one bleeding, during a demonstration in Copenhagen.

Activists hold up a banners demanding a legally binding agreement in Copenhagen.

 

下面请看会议最后时刻实录,转自《纽约时报》Scenes from a Climate Floor Fight:

o introduces the paper
o outlines the content
• - massive clapping by Venezuela on the table, but are not given the right to speak
• Tuvalu

o I am grateful that you came back to the meeting
o within the UN, we are given respect as nations
o we have processes to consider items collectively
o today I saw leaders saying they had a deal
o this is disrespectful of the other countries
o we have democratic processes
o we appreciate that you have given us more time
o this documents have major problems
o we need science-based results
o anything above 1,5 can mean the end for
o response measures – inconsistant with Bali
o reference to mechanism on REDD- but is not defined clearly
o no reference to International Insurance Mechanism
o review mechanism in 2015 is too late
o in biblical terms:
o I regret to inform you: Tuvalu cannot accept that document

• Venezuela (bleeding hands from her clapping!)

o it is with indignation that we are speaking
o this document is not acceptable
• Bolivia
o we have learned about this document through the media, not through you
o now we are given 60 minutes to accept something already agreed upon by other states
o we are seeing actions in a dictatorial way
o this is unacceptable and anti-democratic
o we say to the people of the world: they shall judge upon it
o the rights of our people are not being respected
o we are not going to decide about so many lives in only 60 minutes
o this is s group of a small number of countries
o APPLAUS
• Cuba
o 4 hours ago Obama announced an agreement which is non-existant
o we is behaving like an emperor
o we have seen version being discussed by secretive groups in the last hours and days
o Cuba will not accept your draft declaration
o at this conference, there is no consensus on this document
o I associate my voice to Tuvalu, Venezuela, Bolivia
o the target of 2 degrees is unacceptable
o …
• Costa Rica
o for the reasons that we have heard, this document cannot be considered the work of the AWG-LCA and cannot be considered by the COP
o this can only be an INF doc, it’s just for information
o additional question: in an earlier version, a CP.15-decision, para.1: there was a reference to a legally binding instrument to be adopted by the COP
o now: we have a new version, but the reference to legally binding instrument disappeared
• USA
o [wants to speak, but point of order by Nicaragua]
• Nicaragua
o there is already a precedent where we have not been given the right to speech
o now that you have mentioned we finally want to speak
• Pres. [moving on]
o US does not appear on my list any more, so next one is Sudan
• Sudan
o there must be something horribly wrong here
o I pushed the button when I saw Nicaragua raising their sign in order to support them
• Nicaragua
o this is a deterioration of the democratic system
o and this happens at the most important conference of the UN for many years
o we have draft decisions about how to carry forward the process
o states (lists names) have written a submission:
• this has not followed the basic principles of the UN
• inclusion
• bottom up processes
• democratic participation
• equality of states
o during this consequence, many states expressed their position against such approaches
o the only agreement we recognize is ??
o we propose a Decision 1/CMP.5
• reads out their full proposal
• agrees to suspend the meeting
• agrees that AWG-KP shall continue its work
• sessions as often as needed
• shall end its work June 2010
• shall forward its work for adoption at its resumed 5th session in June
o we propose 1/CP.15
• agrees to suspend the session
• continue /complete work by June 2010
• with a view of adoption of the agreed outcome in June
• …
o Secretariat will receive the submission

• BREAK, then start again

• Pres.
o the documents will become an INF document
• Nicaragua
o we would like to propose the following
o document shall be a submission, by Parties, thus only a MISC
• Pres.
o interrupts Nicaragua (Richard from the Secretariat tries to calm him down)
o i asked you about what you think about my proposal. Please answer to my question
• Nicaragua [not immediately answering to his question]
o we want the document to be a MISC document
o we have two suggestions on CMP.5 and CMP.5:
• [didn’t get it]
o if you do not agree, we ask to suspend the COP
• Pres.
o okay, Proposal for Copenhagen Accord will be a MISC Document
o and AWGs will continue
• India, angry
o if you want to issue the text as a chairman’s draft, do it
o but if you want to issue it as a MISC submission by the parties which have elaborated it, then ask these parties first before you say it’s their submission!!!
• Nicaragua
o now that this issue is settled, we can withdraw our proposal to suspend the COP
• Sudan (only as Sudan, Lumumba)
o the document L9 is one of the most disturbing events in the history of the UNFCCC
o this doc. threatens the existence of the African continent
o L9 is murdress; it condemns Africa
o L9 asks Africa to sign a suicide pack
o total absence of morality
o this is like the 6 millions Jews who died in Europe (was referring to Holocaust!)
o there is no African Minister or President who has a mandate to destroy Africa
o 2 degree is a certain death
o it’s immoral to even think that this doc. was issued by a UN or UN-related body
o the promise of 100 billion dollar will not bribe us to destroy the continent
o as such, we do ask you to withdraw L9, delete it from the UNFCCC system
• Maldives
o [started speaking]
• Sudan suddenly gets the right to speak again
o I did not finish
o I want to put on record
o you , President, have been biased and violated all rules of transparency

• Michael Zammit Cutajar [a former United Nations official leading the working group on a new treaty] leaves the room, frustrated

• Maldives again
o we have a real danger of UNFCCC talks going the same way as WTO talks
o science suggests: we have a window of 7 years!
o in the course of the last days, I have sat together with 25 countries
o I have seen huge differences
o large emitters do not take their responsibility
o over 1,5 degrees, many islands would vanish
o we tried very hard to get 1,5 degree in the text
o this was obstructed by large emitting countries
o President suggested to form a group of states
o this document is amicable
o it is not what we were looking for
o I will be the first to be unsatisfied with this doc
o but it is a starting point
o this document allows us to continue talks and come to a legally binding
o I ask you all: please do not delete this document
• Egypt
o we should end this conference as soon as possible
o for Egypt to accept this document, we want the names of the countries supporting it to be inserted
o so that we can see: who has drafted this document, who is morally bound by it
• Spain
o we totally agree with the words of the President of the Maldives
o free expression should prevail here
o what was said by Sudan was not true
o it dishonors an important project
• Canada
o it is legitimate to express one’s views
o but: to compare this with Holocaust is offensive to our delegation
o it is offensive, these remarks shall be withdrawn
• Australia
o we are absolutely astonished
o this doc. is criticized by Parties who sat at the table
o greatest sadness: people who really need the help
• Ethiopia
o on behalf of African Union
o doc. in front of us is a compromise document
o but as Pres. of Maldives has said: postponing is not an option
• France
o request by Egypt: my country supported the inclusion of 1,5 because the
o only one big country opposed it
o what we heard yesterday: we were facing failure
o this text may be unimperfect
o but we can obviously improve this draft
• Sweden / EU
o strong support for Maldives
o reference to Holocaust is unbelievable
• Senegal
o supports Ethiopia
o but would have liked to see binding commitments under KP
o 1,5 degrees has to be remained
• UK
o [micro not working]
• Pres
o okay, then US
• US
o no, let UK first, it was their turn
• UK
o I think this institution faces a moment of profound crisis
o we have a choice of 2 roads
o one road: the document, by no means perfect, we have many problems with it, but it will make the lives of people better
o 30 billion fast start, 100 billion long term plan
o so: it does very important things
o other road: the one of Ambassador Lumumba
o disgusting comparison with Holocaust
o would mean wrecking this process
o after 2 years of work: only INF document?
o please make this a COP decision
• DELEGATES STANDING UP; LONG APPLAUSE
• Pres
o is there anyone who will oppose this
o [counts:] 1, 2, 3, 4
o hm, does this mean we cannot adopt it?
o how are the rules? I am not familiar with UN rules… do we need consensus?
• Venezuela
o …
• Pres
o okay, then it can not be adopted
• SOMEONE making a point of order
• Pres.

o please let me speak
o at some stage it will just be okay if I just speak
o so if we cannot adopt it, maybe you just subscribe it
• Cuba
o there will not be consensus
• Pres
o we have to conclude this meeting
o some people want to catch their plane at 8 o’clock
• Slovenia
o i want to propose a solution
o paper could be adopted with the countries against listed by name
• Pres
o thank you for this concrete proposal
• Mexico
o accusation by Sudan cannot be left without comment
o Sudan shall withdraw its remarks
• Bangladesh
o one of the most vulnerable countries
o we must make every effort in the right direction
• Grenada/ AOSIS
o my President participated in the group friend of the chair
o there were others:
o US
o Uk
o Saudi
o Russi
o South Africa
o Algeria
o Denmark
o Athiooia
o Korea
o China
o Brazil
o [could not get all countries, there were some more]
o there was absolutely no indication that this was an illegal process
o Grenada regrets the division that is now in the South
o session was difficult
o AOSIS fought for every single thing
o we were there, we saw the process as legitimate
o I ask all parties who committed to fulfill these obligations
o we stand by the document and we stand by the process
o on his way to the airport, my prime minister instructed me to support the document
o Grenada did its service with good faith
o I find it offensive to characterize the work of my Prime Minister in the way it was described
o I call on my brother from Sudan to rethink his conclusions and to get hold of his feelings
o I encourage us to go forward
• Japan
o we are here neither to accuse, nor to blame
o we are here not only to save the islands, but also to save our future generations
o we have spent sleepless days and nights
o please read the doc. carefully, then you see all the concrete steps
• Papua New Guinea
o PNG was not invited as friend of the Chair
o but Prime Minister spent many hours in order to provide leadership
o in the final hour
o PNG supports this document, even though if it is flawed
o many flaws are due to the G77
o it was G77 members themselves who weakened the document
o many G77 sent only public servants, in disrespect of our leaders
• USA

o there is nothing to apologize for by participating in the consultations of the President
o as mentioned by Grenada, there were around 25 countries
o President of the US was amongst participants
o President met with leaders of China, India, South Africa, Brazil
o the process involved
• …
• transparency, accountability
• very substantial funding, both short- and long-term
• Copenhagen Green Climate Fund
• also calls for High Level Panel for creative solutions
• tech mechanism
o all of this we are going to walk away from??
o I strongly support UK
o don’t let this work go to waste
• Norway
o there is time for self-criticism
o one week, there was absolutely no progress
o then top leaders came, made unprecedented effort
o did they make a perfect document? obviously not
o there is no such thing as a perfect document in multilateral processes
o behavior is unbelievable
o Norway is only nation in the world who
o how can you call this a bribe??
o how can I get back to my people in Norway and ask them to pay more money to other countries if it is regarded a bribe?
o we want a procedure here where most of the Parties are bound
• Russia
o i do not support those who say decisions were taken by small group
o in the history of the UNFCCC…
o we should make a step forward
o this indeed is a step forward
• Philippines
o our delegation played prominent role in crafting the REDD language
o we also support the 1,5 degrees
o we have to move in order to protect the world
• Bolivia
o I have a concern
o we do not share the view that the paper shall be adopted
o it has 2 degrees, not 1,5 degree
o we know that one country who has signed the paper spent 20 times more on defense
o we are not just 4 countries not agreeing
o we are more
o we set a 1 degree temperature limit, and 6% of GDB
o we didn’t have a secret document suddenly coming out
o I suggest: we go back to our discussion as to how we are going forward
o we have maid a specific proposal: put the text in a MISC doc.
• Marshall Islands
o this process is about our existence
o to most people, the tiny specks of corals are an obstacle for navigation, but for me, they are my home
o my country is only 2 meters above sea level
o I will have nothing to show to my grandparents as a present from the last 2 weeks
o but even worse: I did not have any success
• Singapore
o my delegation supports the document
o we lend the voice to that of AOSIS
o it is not perfect, but it is important
o please identify exactly the points where Parties disagree
• Algeria
o on behalf of African Group
o we warmly thank Denmark for its hospitality
o we are risking to give a very bad present
o we haven’t been in Kyoto
o Africa participated through Prime Minister Menes
o a draft that we submitted to the other states
o 5 heads of states were present
o as any compromise, there are certain problems with this draft
o commitments which have not been defined
o but this text defines main elements of a financial mechanism
o we also have tech. transfer, and we have short-term finance –that was developed by Borloo and me
o Africa is not pessimistic
o we want to be part of the solution
o we urge this sovereign summit: make the right choice
o we have been suffering for years
o so let us now go forward
• Gabon
o I was not going to speak, given the great speech of Algeria
o the time is right to tell you that Gabon came hear after participating in many for a
o Gabon for more than 20 hours had only one ambition: give a chance to a dynamic process
o like other noble members of this community, our country wishes to make its contribution, too
o we want to move forward, together, with all the others
o all the personalities in this room and outside
o we want to leave with a precise idea of what we are going to do
o every human endeavor is imperfect
o Gabon took part in this work in a constructive spirit
o we are a small country
o disappointed from brothers from Africa and other parts
o Brother, please do not go down this path,
• Barbados
o not part of the drafting group, but feel represented
o we will never be part of any major economy forum
o thus we do not want this process to break down
o this is not the place to score cheap political points
• Belize
o we were not amongst the friends of the chair
o but we were informed by our AOSIS chair, who participated in the process
o we look forward to hear
• Tuvalu
o we have all worked very hard
• Solomon Islands, point of order
o I apologize to Tuvalu
o some of us will have to leave soon
o noting the number of states on the speaker’s list, we need an answer!
o give us guidance on this please
• Secretariat / Richard
o important point
o we are looking how requests can be dealt with
o we have serious problems with changing the bookings, but we are trying our best
• Pres.
o then we continue with Congo
• Pres [after someone informed him]
o sorry, we were still with Tuvalu
• Tuvalu
o we have all worked very hard in the last couple of days
o we appreciate that the document contains financial numbers
o but there are many flaws
o when we entered these 2 weeks, we have faced political constrain put upon us
o we should continue the work in the AWGs
o so we come back to the proposal to put this text into a MISC document
o please don’t jeopardize our future
• Ghana
o concrete proposals in the documents are hope for us
o we do not want the document as a MISC, but as a decision which leads to immediate action
• Brazil
o calls on all parties to maintain spirit of dialogue and understanding
o we must speak frankly, but respectfully
o brazil participated in this process at the highest political level
o as Lula said: now is the time to act
o no proposal is perfect, but this one leads to direct action
o we should not loose these concrete proposals
• Venezuela
o we would like to announce
o there are some elements where we seek clarification
o it is important to dedramatize the situation
o 25 countries took part in the development of L7
o only 14 were developing countries
o with regards to process, let me make clear:
• we never gave a mandate to the Presidency
• we opposed the formation of a friends of the chair group
• in the KP, we welcomed the friends of the chair group, but there, the group did not produce any output
o one important problem we have with this document: markets
o but group of the 25 decided to include markets
o with regards to transparancy:
• drafting groups began Thursday at 3 am (?)
• at the same time, the normal groups were still drafting
o doc. L.7 does not contain the figures we need
o in the plenary, the President said he is not going to start drafting, but then he did so
o we will not sell our principle
• Sudan (Bernaditas)
o we have very important decisions to take
o there are ways through which we can solve problems
o there was not much blocking of numbers by G77, as mentioned by some Parties
o in the second wee
o three issues were taken out of our hands and taken for
• financing
• numbers
• market mechanisms
o this proposal of L7 does not reflect any proposal of G77 and China
o in your proposal, there is no governance
o the negotiations were taken out of our hand
o the high level did not fully grasp the importance of some structural points, e.g. how to distribute the money
o solution:
o we have to make a decision anyways for the continuation of the AWG-LCA
o so in that decision we can integrate some substantial elements
• Lesotho / LDC
o had problems
o 32 of the member states are in Africa
o LDC see necessity to move forward
o LDCs notes: lot of work remains to be done
o but: hope to reach consensus
o LDC support the accord
o and: allow me to wish you merry christmas
• Saudi
o I am working without break for 48 hours now
o I do not have the experience
o this has been without exception the worst plenary I have ever attended
o including the management of the process, the timing, everything
o Saudi have been invited to support production of the text
o we haven’t but have worked closely with
o reactions to this text are incredible, as if we are adopting a legally binding agreement, even though it is only about going to a new level in the process
o I do not see, in the future, a situation where we can adopt a legally binding agreement, given this positions
o what we have hear is actually a good product, it shifts us into a higher level of negotiations
o it’s a positive step in the right direction
o but we also have rules
o the simple reality: the doc. is presented to a plenary and there is no consensus
o but this is a body that works with consensus, so we have a problem
o if we continue, we will stay at least for 2 more hours
o it is very clear where the session has come to, we have to accept that
o now, we have to look at it procedurally
o the Secretariat can help us to structure this document- no matter whether it is an INF, a MISC, or an ADD
o so let us now talk about the process for next year, about the next meetings
• UK, point of order
o [again mike not working]
o I am conscious of the time passing on
o I would reiterate: let’s turn the text into a decision, while giving proper respect to those who have concerns
• Nicaragua
o all of us witnessed what happened here
o we ask the Presidency to be consistent
o ??
• Saudi
o writing down reservations: this is not how this body operates
• Bolivia
o we already had reached a compromise: the document will become a MISC
o this was a consensus agreement!
o it can’t be that we make a decision by consensus and then that we overturn this decision shortly later
• Maldives
o I say this in very good faith
o I understand the points that VENEZ, BOLIV, CUBA, NICAR and SUDAN are making
o we are with you
o but please, we want to stay alive
o please help us, please keep this document alive
o there are many countries who need this document
o I make this plea from the bottom of my hard
o and please find an amicable way in adopting this decision
• Bahamas
o Prime Minister should not have to beg for support
o putting the text into MISC means we cannot operationalize the money that has been pledged in that document
o we need a decision
• UK
o para 9 and 10 of the doc. need to be operationalized
• Pres.
o I would be pleased to give guidance
o I would be very pleased if this conference could adopt this draft
o but it’s also a reality: this body takes decisions by consensus
o now: only 2 options
o – strictly sticking to the rules, then this cannot be adopted
o – take a flexible approach, concerns can be expressed in the records.
o please, UK Minister, could you clarify whether I got you right
• UK
o explains again
• Pres.
o hm, well, are there any parties opposing this proposal
• again BOLIV and VENEZ
• Pres.

o well then I am really sorry, but it seems that we cannot…
• UK and USA wildly clapping with their nameplates, shouting POINT OF ORDER
• Pres [really only some seconds before rejecting the paper as a decision
o okay, UK again
• UK
o I ask you to adjourn the meeting for a short period of time
• Pres.
o okay, we adjourn the meeting
• COMMENT: some seconds later and the decisions would have been finally rejected
• UK through Milliband was very active
• now they are consulting how to resolve the issue

星期六, 十二月 19, 2009

六分钟环游世界

 

刚才在youtube上看到的视频,美国国家自然历史博物馆制作的视频,展示了目前的人类已知的宇宙范围。这是最新发布的视频,因为youtube被墙,费了好大劲下载下来又上传到土豆上,希望更多的人能看到。

We are ONE, and we are the loneliest one.

念天地之悠悠, 配上这音乐,真的让人直冒冷汗。

看的时候你想到了什么呢?

六分钟环游世界

 

刚才在youtube上看到的视频,美国国家自然历史博物馆制作的视频,展示了目前的人类已知的宇宙范围。这是最新发布的视频,因为youtube被墙,费了好大劲下载下来又上传到土豆上,希望更多的人能看到。

念天地之悠悠, 配上这音乐,真的让人直冒冷汗。

看的时候你想到了什么呢?

星期日, 十二月 06, 2009

Paris!

 

amazing mv, REAL  Paris!  蹲在巴黎高處的古老怪獸,俯瞰“新浪潮”中的巴黎。

歌是NOUVELLE VAGUE 翻唱的Friday Night Saturday Morning。

復古風吹到新浪潮,最時尚的新浪潮導演還是戈達爾吧,那個時期他的黑白片可真潮。

星期六, 十一月 28, 2009

新紀元

     前幾個星期,張晶同學給我豆油來一個鏈接Official disclosure of extraterrestrial life is imminent,文章通過種種跡象、消息來源說奧巴馬將在今年年底宣布外星生命的存在。然后又看了一系列關于外星生命其實一直在地球上出現,政府一直在隱瞞消息怕引起恐慌的陰謀論。還有今年夏天召開的星際政治揭秘會議http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/vl-EoghDp2k等等。雖然對這些消息還不能完全相信,很多熱衷于此項“陰謀論“的人有geek之嫌,比如上面這個會議視頻最后宣稱自己曾經被綁架到火星的那個人,看上去神經兮兮的。不過不管怎么樣,我好想真的嗅到了某些關于地外生命的消息即將公布的味道:從NASA的LCROSS計劃證明月球上有水,到梵蒂岡教皇前段時間發表關于外星人的聲明,再到前天英國每日電訊報報道的保加利亞國家科學院科學家宣稱外星人已經出現在地球上,再到今天NASA科學家提出新證據證明火星上曾經存在生命,然后到即將召開的為了全人類,為了整個星球的哥本哈根會議。是否感覺到有些東西在走近,事情有點不同了呢?

   小時候家里訂過的唯一一本雜志就是《飛碟探索》,曾經有一段時間很迷這類東西和科幻小說。在2009年底“宣布地外文明存在”,這個消息聽上去太讓人激動震撼了,如果真這事兒真的發生,我想我們將進入一個嶄新的時代,和過去十幾萬年以來的人類歷史完全不同的新時代。這個事情的意義絕對不是像字面上顯示的意義那么平常,絕不僅僅就像人類在地球上發現一個新物種那么簡單。它的意義之大,將會大到讓人瘋狂。本來我們還以為自己是宇宙之精華,萬物之靈長,可在那時看來,我們將只是沒見識過大觀園里那些青春美麗的生命,一輩子生活在地球這小地方的劉姥姥。我們一切所謂偉大哲學、宗教、文學、藝術,將僅僅是地方性特產 。

   下面是某大學制作的銀河全景圖網站截圖,放大后看到太陽系在里面真的像一粒沙子,而這還僅僅是在我們銀河系內而已。看了這些星云圖,相信外星人存在的想法變得十分正常,而還相信我們是宇宙中唯一的生命,則變得十分奇怪,奇怪到需要某種宗教的支撐。

    那個奧巴馬將在年底宣布地外生命存在的消息,管它是不是真的,起碼讓人聽了挺激動,還能期待一陣子。幻想照進現實,這比單看科幻電影好玩。

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星期四, 十一月 26, 2009

李賀體安魂歌

《長平箭頭歌》

漆灰骨末丹水沙,淒淒古血生銅花。
白翎金竿雨中盡,直餘三脊殘狼牙。
我尋平原乘兩馬,驛東石田蒿塢下。
風長日短星蕭蕭,黑旗雲濕懸空夜。
左魂右魄啼肌瘦,酪瓶倒盡將羊炙。
蟲棲雁病蘆筍紅,回風送客吹陰火。
訪古汍瀾收斷鏃,折鋒赤璺曾刲肉。
南陌東城馬上兒,勸我將金換簝竹。

    昨天presentation用的一首詩,寫得真精彩。李賀用看似漫不經心的結句,結束前面高密度意象造成的緊張,從鬼魂世界返回現實世界。

     在李賀的詩歌世界里,死亡是一切存在的絕對終點,不論是植物、人類還是神仙。其二百多首詩里用了大約十九個“死”字,盯著他的詩看的時候,突然發現詩里幾乎所有的“死”都是動詞,而且基本都是作為一句詩的最后一個字出現。李賀這一特點,和同樣喜歡用“死”字的孟郊對讀會看得更清楚。作為結句一字的“死”,讓李賀詩里的“死”字取得更驚心動魄的效果。

    結句就是結局,看來,李賀潛意識里真的是把死作為一切終點的。

星期日, 十一月 15, 2009

永生與再生

        陶淵明詩中每有類似《古詩十九首》中那種“憂生之嗟”,他留下來的詩雖然只有一百多首,但是含有這種嗟嘆的詩卻占了其中很大一部分。

        縱浪大化中,不喜亦不懼,
        應盡便須盡,無複獨多慮。

         盡管他也在多首詩中表達過這種過對死亡的“達觀”,但我相信這只不過是人面對死亡時的恐懼的另一種表達方式而已。面對死亡,陶淵明追求的似乎不是大多数人所想要的永生,而更多的是再生:


日月有環周,我去不再陽。

天地長不沒,山川無改時;
草木得常理,霜露榮悴之。
謂人最靈智,獨複不如茲!
適見在世中,奄去靡歸期。

求我盛年歡,一毫無複意。
去去轉欲遠,此生豈再值。

盛年不重來,一日難再晨。

        陶淵明喜歡拿草木來和人作對比,他更愿意的也許不是像彭祖那樣的高壽乃至永生,而是像草木那樣的衰后復榮。因為和永生相比,“盛年歡”、意氣風發的無憂青春狀態才是更珍貴的:

憶我少壯時,無樂自欣豫。
猛志逸四海,騫翮思遠翥。

        當青春消逝后,人生不過變成一種慢性的死亡過程:

氣力漸衰損,轉覺日不如。

        因此,“日月有環周,我去不再陽”的感慨后,緊跟的是對過去的回憶:

眷眷往昔時,憶此斷人腸。

        上床后沒有馬上睡去,回忆久远或新近的细节时,有时也有這種感覺。

星期二, 十一月 10, 2009

天地陰陽交歡大樂賦

從今天的APOD上看到的。哈勃拍攝到的正在融合的兩個星系,驚天動地的愛情……

古人是不是看了外星人給他們的這張圖,才創造了陰陽太極圖?

星期日, 十一月 08, 2009

夏末小雨的一天

那天風雨凍人,在山里誤入一處無名的清澈水塘,見到許多魚。這些魚時而擁擠爭食,如混沌人世,時而整齊旋游,像浩瀚星云。

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星期三, 八月 19, 2009

雨霖铃

梦见刚刚打制出的日式锋利军刀,小时候生活过的古老房子,房子弥漫着不祥的诡异气氛,而最终面容苍白的唐代老妇的现身,证明了这气氛的来源……从噩梦中惊醒,在黎明前最寂静的时刻听到客厅里石英钟指针微弱的走动声,同时却还听到古堡、老房子中旧式大立钟的嗒嗒声,这声音比前一声音更大,时有时无。好像这一空间里有两座钟表,两种时间。梦里的诡异气氛延伸到了这里。从床上坐起来,于恐惧中凝神倾听,努力确认那第二种声音是否是幻听。我有点怕那客厅,因为之前某次即将开门出去时,也曾强烈地感觉到有一个人背对着我坐在客厅沙发上,一直手随意地搭在沙发靠背上,看不见他的脸。好像多年寻找我的密探,将卡夫卡的K带走的判官,在等我回来。我没敢回头确认这个景像,而是慌忙开门逃出去。 

 在床上坐了一会儿,终于走进客厅去确认声音的来源。发现是楼上空调滴水打在下面铁皮上的声音……唉,从来就没有什么救世主,也不靠神仙皇帝。 

 又一次庆幸梦想不会照进现实,写下这些的我活在另一个遵循物理规律的梦里。

星期五, 八月 14, 2009

故事

  "崇�末,张献忠屠戮楚中,麻城人为贼所杀,走川中,不自知其死也,急欲东归,每至途中,辙为风吹转,夜行三载,终不得归,于是闻风声,即伏地握草木根,乃不复回……"   ――无名氏《客窗涉笔》,收入《虞初新志》

星期四, 七月 30, 2009

All is full of love

我死了之后世界同样消失,所有生前的一切都是为了我而存在的想法,让人对世界充满博爱。

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星期三, 七月 29, 2009

还能发吗?

Fuck gfw!

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星期四, 五月 14, 2009

辐射后遗症

    最近无所事事,几乎每天都玩《辐射3》,害得我昨天晚上梦到了原子战争之后的荒凉世界。有两个场景记忆深刻:

1、核战之后的世界色彩对比度很高,天空的颜色像浓重的油画一样,很多人都被原子弹爆炸的强光照瞎了,包括奶奶。我看到她用装在铁盒里的午餐肉做饭,用菜刀在菜板上剁着这些午餐肉,因为看不见东西,把装午餐肉的铁皮盒子也一起剁碎了,破碎的铁皮和肉混杂在一起。想象着将这些东西吃进胃里的感觉。

2、沿着一条乡间大路逃生,路边每隔不远距离就是堆成一堵墙的旧书,核战之后,人们已经不需要文明,然后透过破碎的玻璃看到空荡的大学教室,人们更不需要教育。看到这场景,心里升起一种强烈的悲凉感,在梦里竟然哭了,醒来发现眼里还有眼泪。

星期六, 五月 09, 2009

城里的月光

今晚月亮很圆,与舍友背啤酒、花生米、牛肉、鸭脖若干登紫金山。沿着陡峭的石壁爬到高耸开阔处,看到温柔的月光无私撒满人间,清风时来,不凉不热正合适,又想到那句无比正确的“清风明月不用一钱买”。在石壁上晒月光,不知该想什么。
晚上爬山的人还挺多,11点多下山的时候,还有不少人。
5月31号宿舍就要赶人了,对着下面霓虹的南京,与舍友指点辨认是哪一条路,哪一处地方,曾经在那儿留下什么回忆。南京真的很讨人喜欢,几乎所有即将离开的同学都对这儿充满了留恋。





在一处石壁上没站稳,翻进旁边几乎成90度的悬崖,幸好被树枝挂住,差点和这世界永别。有图为证:

星期三, 五月 06, 2009

南京:日落

今天在紫金山半山腰拍的。今晚的月亮也很好,白月光照在下山的路上,可惜拍不出。



星期日, 四月 26, 2009

just a perfect day

花十块钱去鸡鸣寺旁边的古生物博物馆,看了寒武纪的各种虫,泥炭纪的各种植物,侏罗纪的章鱼龙……还有40万年前的南京智人。有一些化石没有玻璃罩,我禁不住用手去抚摸那些凝固的生命纹路,又禁不住用指甲刮下一层黑色的碳化粉末……嗯,是真正的化石。在地球的24小时中,凌晨4点只有一些蓝藻,而直到夜里生命才开始勃发,恐龙出现在夜里十点到十一点之间的50多分钟,而人类只存在于十一点二十八分左右的1分多钟。在动辄上亿年的时间尺度中,我们是那么渺小。那些看似纷繁的人类历史与地球的历史比起来,只不过是一瞬间。

出了博物馆,穿过解放门,骑自行车沿城墙根儿一直到玄武门,发现这条以前从来都没有走过的路是如此安静,随便在那处墙根儿下的草坪上一躺,就可以安然睡去。进玄武门,又从临湖的另一面城墙根儿下骑回解放门。仅仅一墙之隔,临湖的这条路要热闹的多:花花绿绿游人,白蓬蓬的棉花糖,碰碰车一般拥挤在湖面的游艇,高大水杉林里的吊床,聚在一起抖空竹的老人……最关键的是今天阳光很好,温度适宜——突然觉得一切都那么和谐,我是在盛世吗?

从单调、冷寂的海底,从酷酷的“寒武纪”,为了走到今天这个美丽丰富的世界,生命走过了多少严寒酷热、多少大灭绝。阳光绿荫中的骑行,这个下午又一次被南京的美好打动。我突然决定,以后不管怎样也要想办法在这个城市生活。

春有百花秋有月,夏有凉风冬有雪,若无闲事挂心头,便是人间好时节。

星期三, 四月 22, 2009

人为财死

凌晨1点49收到陌生号码短信:
“建行 6222 8033 2812 0602 006 张伟明。事已办好,请速把钱打入这上面。”

本想直接删掉,想想还是回了一个:
“好的,干得利索吗?”

没理我。

星期五, 四月 17, 2009

人之将死



昨日执行死刑前,执行人员对熊振林宣布了最高人民法院的刑事裁定和死刑执行命令。当问及熊振林有无遗言时,熊振林辩解自己“本质不坏,不是杀人恶魔”,杀人是因为自己“内心很苦”。但熊振林同时表示,自己做的事自己愿意承担责任,没有太多的遗憾。
熊振林还对我国刑罚制度提出建议,“从和谐社会角度考虑,国家应废除死刑”;对死刑执行方式提出要求,要求“用药物注射”,因为“用枪打很疼”。当问及对亲属有无遗言时,熊振林表示没有。
上午8时30分许,熊振林被验明正身后,押赴刑场。据介绍,押赴刑场途中,熊振林面部表情比较平静,但其双腿一直在微微发抖。由于随州没有药物注射死刑的条件,执行人员对熊振林实行的仍然是枪决。

全文见:湖北随州杀8人凶犯熊振林被执行枪决

前几天看的《夜车》,里面有一段描述死刑犯人怎样被验明正身,带上头套,押赴刑场的详细场景。希望大家以后都不要犯法,不然判了死刑用枪打很疼。

摇身一变

    今天晚上洗澡去得比平时晚,洗完的时候正赶上澡堂工作人员下班。有幸见到那个给人搓澡的下班。每次洗澡他都光着身子在那里给人搓澡,像非洲打击乐手一样在别人的背上敲出他自己发明的劲爆节奏。在我的印象里,他好像就属于澡堂的一部分,而且永远都是赤裸的……
    而今天看到了他下班的样子,换上一身西装,擦的铮亮的皮鞋,干净利落地在工作表上划了一道就出去了。我赶忙穿好衣服追了出去,尾随了他一阵子,想知道他住在哪儿?是不是要坐公交车回家。转到食堂前面的时候他消失了,我猜他去了地下的一食堂,去那儿干嘛?老婆在那儿工作还是去弄了点吃的?
    对他穿西装大步流星的画面印象深刻,不知为何让人想到法国抵抗运动时期的地下党。
  
    昨天早上六点钟就起来帮别人修改论文,不间断弄到晚上两点多。中间实在受不了睡了一觉,就在睡觉的这一会儿起了大风,醒来发现天气已经从暖春一下子掉到深秋。春眠不觉晓,世上已千年。奇妙的恍惚感。外面的景象也如此奇异,大风中梧桐树种子像沙尘暴一样打在人脸上,具体情况见清水同学的飞沙扯絮
       
     脑子里总在想最近的两条新闻:浦口校区一个大一男生晚上去操场跑步时,突然心肌炎发作,死了。而这种毛病平时根本没什么都看不出来。南京一公交车司机对领导不满,驾车撞上一个骑电动车的男人,男人和电动车一起卡在公交车前轮被拖行了5公里。最后消防员把公交车吊起来才取出尸体,在西祠上有幸看到了路人拍的尸体照片。


    综上所述,春天到了,世界有点无常。

星期五, 四月 10, 2009

南京:兰苑剧场

昨晚中文系一群人去兰苑剧场看戏,不由感叹这将是倒数第二次来这里。一进门是一个由古典建筑围起来的大庭院,四周都是回廊,似乎把人屏蔽到了古代。这个剧场是南京的众多好处之一,以后很难在这么优雅、小众的地方看昆曲了。

《寻梦》一折由一开始春光、爱情交织在一起的甜美,过渡到寻梦不得的哀伤,昆曲里唱的是一种逝去的美好,而它本身也是一种逝去的美好。

龚隐雷演得真好,还记得上次她来南大宣传《绿牡丹》时,总是温和地笑着。穿着平时的衣服唱了一段,有一种认真而沉静的美。真的是在寂寞地守护着一个脆弱的东西。







星期四, 四月 09, 2009

血色凌晨

    别人心情不好时我的一个拙劣玩笑,让舍友缝了好几针。
    凌晨2点钟的医院,穿着制服昏昏欲睡的110巡警,拿着三袋血浆的穷人,头发凌乱把脸深深掩埋的女人,在一片腐朽的安静中,到处是痛苦与死亡。




星期五, 四月 03, 2009

小左在最近的访谈里说


“家里没有背景,我们都是些龌龊鬼,也没有人能帮你。”

哈哈。呜呜。

星期四, 四月 02, 2009

南京:秋天的紫金山


波漂菰米沉云黑,露冷莲房坠粉红。琵琶湖:


林荫路,高大的法国梧桐,据说是民国修中山陵时种的:


紫金山里一个很长的大下坡,清晨没什么人,骑自行车像轰炸机一样一直俯冲下去。





灵谷寺东边一条几乎没人走的公路:

星期三, 四月 01, 2009

谷歌推出谷鸽

网上一直风传谷歌在四月将会推出重磅产品。就在刚才,一声春雷动地响,这个产品终于推出了,那就是谷歌推出的划时代“谷鸽鸟看”!

新产品地址:http://www.google.cn/pigeon

务必点开神奇的“谷鸽飞行路线”http://ditu.google.cn/gugeview

南京:城墙砖


马上要离开了,打算陆续贴一些去年以来拍的南京。去过的城市中,最喜欢的还是南京,喜欢的原因太多,一时反而不知从何说起。不管怎么样,将来肯定很会想念这里。
从紫金山脚下的白马公园走不远就到了琵琶湖,和玄武湖、紫霞湖相比,这个小湖很不起眼,但是我却很偏爱这里。可能因为它就在明城墙根儿下,很有一种历史与自然共存的意味。下面是琵琶湖边拍的城墙,每一块城墙砖上都有造砖工的名字,整座城墙就是由这一个个名字堆叠在一起形成的。多少达官显贵、英雄豪杰都已被历史吞没,这些卑微的造砖工人,却留下了他们的名字。











前人名字上的青苔,阻挡不了用刻写将某些东西永恒的愿望。